I've made it through my first week back at work and whilst it hasn't been bad at all, it has certainly been really different. Half way through the week I really struggled with the tiredness (my husband will say that is an understatement), and I was hit quite hard by the guilt of not seeing my little man very much at all (I had three nights where I wasn't at home this week, plus the being at work all day thing). Whilst I certainly want to be home every night next week and get to see my son more, the low of that was actually followed by a high that I might not have had otherwise. Even though I can't wait to see my son every night, the excitement I felt when I finally did get to see him at night this week made me feel like a kid on Christmas Day. So next time I have a bad day, I will try hard to remind myself that sometimes its the 'lows' that actually end up providing you with the most amazing 'highs'.
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